My goodbye for now

Life just seems so crazy,
Day after day.
Its seems like it gets tougher and rougher
In everysingle way.

I hate being stressed
Over things i shouldnt be
If i could be beside you with
I promise you that we could be.

I know you been hurt in the past
And so have i
But before i see me hurting you
I rather die

Thats how much you mean to me
And ill do even more i would say
I care like i've never cared before
And it seems to grow more and more each passing day

I've liked you since the begining
It was really hard to hide
But why did i have to fall for you
The bestest friend i've ever had by my side.

This is so confusing
I guess thats what life is all about
Leaves us hurting with bruises
And with nothing but dought

I really wanted a chance
But now im not even trying.
Because i know i dont have a chance
So why even start trying.

Thanks for being a good friend
Probly the best I've had
Leaving you is hard
And makes me really sad.

I dont think I've ever told you this
But I love you.
This is to you my bestfriend
I love you.

But i promise ill be back
I just need some time to heal
I promise friends forever,
Deal?

please comment, means alot to me.