My wish

My wish is to close
just my eyes and
disappear from
this pain I have.

My wish is to go
and lay in in the
middle of a Field
and stare at the
stars looking down
at me just as tears
go down my face.

My wish is to be able
to smile like i used to
when i was little.

My wish is that my
baby would just hold
me and randomly told
me everything is going
to be OK...right before
he let go.