Best friends like we had been

This poem was on here before but the comments got all messed up and someone voted this down because it was the other persons friend but now everything is ok, so there shouldn't be a problem)

Now you mean nothing to me
Nothing but a faded dream
Memories that follow me
Continue to break at the seam

What was sewn up so many times
You continued just to break
I thought that we were best friends
Now this pain I just can't take

You said that I killed Brittness
You don't want the new me anymore
That you don't want me as a friend either
And then you just walked out the door

Now how am I supposed to live with that
When you know how much I love you
How could you just walk away
Now I question if you ever loved me too

But you have already broken me
You have no thought of coming back
Our friendship was a roller coaster
And we're running out of track

I'm hurting on the inside now
Each and every day
I just can't get rid of the pain
Crying is the only way

Off somewhere screaming
Trying to get this out of my head
I wake up in a cold sweat
Laying still on my bed

Knowing I can't fix this because
You're not allowed on-line anymore
Leaves me feeling broken
And leaves me feeling torn

Torn between these feelings
What else could I have done
I tried to apologize
But you left me feeling shunned

You said "What happened to Brittness"
I said "She's still here for you"
You wouldn't even believe
What you knew was true

Brittness was still living
Until you killed her
With your hurtful words
If someone asks if we ARE best friends I say "no we WERE"

Now you don't care for me
You don't hurt like me inside
You know, I tried to apologize
You wouldn't let me, yet I tried

That's more then I can say for you
Because you really didn't care
You wouldn't dare to say "I'm sorry"
But why, isn't it fair?

Why can't you be the good guy
Why can't we right this wrong
Why can't we be friends again
Like we have been all along?

[ this is about my friend Jordan that said i killed Brittness that she don't want me no more, so i guess i killed Brittness so everybody say goodbye]