I always blamed my beauty for it.
For being a girl
For being disabled
from being crazy and perverse.
cousin always pressing against.I was on bended knees, but not to pray.
From always being in my room looking and smiling.
But I'm the crazy one OK.
from rubbing bodies and some more.
The day I remembered I will never forget three different people who I loved and trusted multiple times. I blanked out but never forget. Said that I was confused a member off a church would never do that. So they think . Yes I was hurt at the fact but some Church people do the same. The day I remembered I began to heal so they say. Met a gentle man his name well it begins with j. Oh how I wanted him but his and my pain was in the way. The day I remembered I became a lesbian mentally. The day I remembered my life was never the same
Attempted poisonings and cuttings.I thought if I gained some weight I could hide my prettiness. I can't see me, where is me? The day I remembered I gained and lost me. But enough about me what about you?
