Omg...
i went thru the same thing.
i was really wanted to be with this guy, but my best friend was his sister.
i talked to her about it eventually and she tld me that if u care about someone u just have to go for it. and all she wanted was for me to be happy.
i asked him out and we were together for 2 months...
but yea...
i love ur poems!
i can relate to them so much!
amazing!