Not Just a Dream

You left me a long time ago,
but it seems like just yesterday.
I wont talk about it, no one will know
about the pain that wont seem to go away.

I had dreams about you for months,
you would always die over and over again,
and I wish that just once,
The nightmare would come to an end.

Once you said it would be ok,
you said i needed to just let you go,
I didn't know what to say,
It was something I couldn't do.

You left me so broken hearted.
With no tears left to cry,
Remembering how it all started,
Wondering why you had to die.

Now it seems so far away...
but the pain is here to stay.
The memories are starting to fade away,
I regret not being there, everyday.