I think that what I'm feeling
isn't anything like I've felt
that the reason loves so beautiful
is that like a mix its like death
in this life as we know it
we cant just be happy an content
there will always be some pain
until our last breath is finally spent
&i think that what I'm feeling
isn't found in the dictionary
how do you define heartbreak
when its greater than you&me
how do you box up feelings
when they seep from you freely
how do you stop tears
when your hearts shattered&thats how you bleed
so many questions
but no answers for we are all
just human beings
to love is to live
but to die
is to be set free?
From your body as you know it
&temporally lose your mind.
I hate the feel of heart ache
more so that i feel it all the time
&i hate the feel of lonesome
because at a point you were mine.
so i think that what I'm feeling
is a pain so deep it numbs
&to tell you what my conscience says
is absurd so i bite my tongue
but the words i swallow are choking me
taking up all the space in my lungs.
I will quietly scream my infidelities
that i have been hiding for so long
the more i try to get over you
the more wrapped up i become
&the more i try to forget you
the more your image is stuck
in my head filling it
with random thoughts of you
like the time you were a sophisticated gangster
&how your whats sound like scooby doo
how i miss those late nights
that ended early day
&the more i needed to say goodbye
the more i needed to stay
&that your laugh is what my souls missing
i wish i could hear it everyday
your smile could be my sunrise
your eyes the stars if i had it my way
&I'm still completely in love with you
no matter how the months go by
&I've tried with someone else
but i just cant stand those other guys
no one out there is like you
There is no one who could erase
the image in my burning mind
the image of your face.
i love you still.
