People say " I LOVED her."
In this I don't see the point.
For there is no love if it ends.
My parents say " I miss her and LOVED her so much."
In this I laugh, but then begin to cry.
For I miss her too, but I only love her.
She was the strongest women I knew.
In everything she did, she did so well.
For me, she was always there.
There were only smiles and laughs.
In life,I thought she would always be there.
For then, she became ill.
Her smile started to fade.
In this I thought to be only a fase.
For then I learned, skin cancer can kill.
May 11th, 2006 was the hardest day.
In this up coming year I thought I wouldn't make.
For she was my everthing, so how could I make it through?
I cryed myself to sleep almost every night.
In bed, no one could hear me weep.
For in my soul it had faded my light.
I thought there was one way to express my anger, sadness, and hate.
In my left arm went the blade.
For I thought I would see her again.
Then I had learned,
In this wasn't the way.
For she, only wanted me to live, not be with her yet.
I thank my friends for helping me.
In that if they didn't I could have been with her.
For there my life savorers.
I still miss her a lot.
In my heart the pain has lassond.
For then I found I couldn't hear her voice but hear the loving memories.
Even though I don't believe in God.
In my heart I pray.
For the love between us to never end.
I am told the love won't end and I will see her again.
In haven is were we'll meet.
For then I get scared.
Because of all the bad things I did.
In my heart I cry out to talk to her.
For I just want to hear her laughs and voice.
I will never forget those little moments.
In your house the food we would make.
For all the little things I would make for you at your craft table.
I cry out for you at night.
In my room hangs poem after poem for you and drawings too.
For poetry is the only way to express my inturn self.
Grandma if you are reading this while I am here setting and typing remember a few things.
In my life you are my brightest star.
For your the one I will never forget
I love you with all my heart.
In my soul your dancing free.
For that were you will stay dancing so free in my heart and soul.
