Right FrOm The Start

Right from the start i kept pushing u away , treating u like s**t and braking up with u all the time.
finally i guessed i pushed u 2 far.
i act that way so i don't let myself get hurt but I'm more hurt now then i thought i would be.
now i know how u felt when i broke up with you all the time. i didn't deserve u from the start. but now i cant be without.
i just want one more chance things will be different i promise. ill make more of an effort i just NEED to be with you i love you and u say u love me forever. don't let forever end now .