I hate that i love you

I hate that I love you
Theres too much pain
You know that I like you
But are you just playing a game??
I hate how you stare
And how you don't even care
you'll even check me
when you're girlfriend is there!
I really hate this
I'm so confused
You make me feel happy
But then I feel used
You say that you love me
And I actually believe
But with that I love you
What else do I receive?
You take my love for granted
You know how much I like you
You know that Ill do anything
For you to love me too
I try to be mad
So that you don't hurt me
But the more I try,
The less I see
I hate this
You know what to do
You know what to say
Do I wont stay mad at you
I hate that you know me
The way that you do
And I cant understand
How I just cant hate you!!