A mother and her son

Why do i still love you
i don't know why i even care
you might not be able to see it
but somehow i know its there

you told me things to break my heart
and never doubted it at all
you put me in a broken car
that crashed into a wall

you broke my legs, and fried my brain
better then any thing else could
you'd probably give me away
if u found out a way you would

i was always right there with you
giving you everything i had
but every time i asked you for help
things always turned out bad

when you were down i helped you out
and never gave it a second thought
but when you let me rot were i was
i broke every lesson i was toughed

i grew in anger and lost my pride
and turned my smile to hate
i think god gave up on me
it was way more then he can take

those words you said to me
riped a hole right threw my heart
i didn't think that it would end this way
i just don't see what drove us apart

a thought a mother and a son
should be like the moon and the sun
but just as there lives had begun
it was over and forever done

he yells and screams his lungs out
if anyone can hear him just in case
hes got a safety pin strait threw his heart
just so it will stay in place

she smiles with a smile
that echos in his head
hes screaming help, god, save me
while hes hiding underneath the bed

and there is no room for i love yous
not even a thank you or goodbye
what she doesn't realize is as she leaves
her son begins to cry.

he loves her so much
and he prays for her every night
that she will grow old peacefully
and have a perfect life

and maybe one day shell think about him
looking at his picture, next to the chandler
looking closely at the picture
she starts to see a tear

and one night he came up to her
she sees his cry turn to a ball
hes laying on the floor
not a muscle left to crawl

with every strength he has with him
he picks himself off the rug
he wipes his tear, as she closes her eyes
to feel the warmth of a hug

together making puddles
he ask her do you still love me
and with a calm voice she smiles
and says this is how its suppose to be

dedicated to my mother