For you.

So I waited for you to die. To only realize that I wouldn't rise, October has leaves of gold, brown and unmatched from your demise. They said that I was all alone and for months and months I cried, withering in the dark alone. I felt like my heart was gone, although I'm afraid, I'll hold my head up and bury you in this grave.

They cheated you with life, so I'll live mine out twice.

I just want to feel at home, but now I have no where to go.

Please god save me from this pain, help me find my way. I can understand if you don't wanna help. But know you'll put me to this shame. I think there is only one way out. Yet I don't have the strength to explain.

The rain is bitter at the sun.

It's warmth erases it's glow from your face. Brings out your smile that was way more beautiful then the rain.

I can't wait for you to die sun, so I'll never have to remember that moment and of her passing day

What happened to us was a tragedy, and for that I will never be the same. I can hear sounds of talk on the radio. Though there isn't going to be an ambulance nore a priest to pray.

My eyes have gone weak again because they know I'm going to be all alone in the end.

Do me this one favor when they reach there end.

Bury me under an oak tree, for that I will always get to feel the leaves of October brush across my grave.