So Many Times

So many times I look around me
So many times I wonder
how many people take notice
of my every step,every blunder?

So many times I look at you
So many times I listen
trying to find the meaning to your words
unlike my tears which glisten

So many times I feel lost
So many times I'm clueless
I know you're trying to find me
but you're giving up like it's useless

So many times I laugh out loud
So many times I don't fear
'coz when i look up I realize
you've always been right here