I am just over the day.
There isn't much eles I can say.
Yes, I love my friends and found a perfect boy.
Yes, there are bueatiful memoreis me and my parents share.
But now my meomiers of mom and dad are fading.
For now they always mad at me.
I want it all back.
The nights of staying up late just becuase were talking.
I miss the days we were just setting and laughing so hard we begain to cry.
When the were proud of me when I came home with an "A".
There still standing there next to me.
But they don't see my eyes filled with tears.
They only see my left arm filled with scares.
I miss all the things we did.
Even if it was just a minute of fun.
But really I never felt the love.
I want the bond familys are suppots to have.
The daddy's little girl.
The tell mommy everything.
The brother that portacts me from boys, when theres no need.
But they don't see we don't have it, they just see the scares or the littlest things I do wrong.
I want it all.
Why CAN'T you want it to?
I NEED you.
