You'll always be in my life,no matter how much i try.
I try to forget about u but i keep remembering u, so u try to push me away but i keep comein bac to get hurt mor.
You dont do it intentionally,not to hurt me or to make me cry but it happens.
When it happens i just want to die,it hurt so bad sayin good bye but it felt so right at the time.
Every time i see u ur a sirerin goin off in my head, so loud and uncontrollaly goin off, makin me dizzy, feelin alone in the dark.
I get controll as everything comes to a stop, tryin to remember what happened, tryin to remember him in my head, he is now a shadow, a gohstly feelin chilling in my spine.
That special love is gone,gone like a white dove flyin to a world of peace, free from pain and hurt, my heart still ach's as i try to remember as he was.
But he seems so diffrent,changed in all.
Guess that's it he's gone just like that, no sayin sorry, i will never know what was to be of me & him. All i ever wanted is for him to understand I LOVED HIM.
