Dear Brenden

Dear Brenden,
I don't know what to do
you were my life
i cant love it without you

you were the beat of my heart
and now it has just stopped
no more blood can flow
and this cant be topped

you were the air in my lungs
and now i cant breath
knowing you are gone
seeing as you leave

you were the blade across the room
that is now at my skin
i know i promised i would stop
but you let the pain in

you were the gun i see
black and glistening
i just want to pull the trigger
as a sad song i see her sing

you were the bullet i carved
in your name real deep
and with the final bullet
you let me fall to a deep sleep

you were the words i said
and every one i did mean
if only you had known
if only you had seen

you were the tears i cry
silently falling down
and you were the splash i heard
as they hit the ground

you were the dreams i dreamed
when i would sleep at night
but now i cant close my eyes
just out of pure fright

you were the friends i had
that slowly drifted away
that refuse to speak any more
even to this day

you were my sky's so blue
that have turned a saddened gray
you were the raindrops that fall
that i wish to go away

you were the pain i felt
without your love
your the death of me
as my soul floats above

Love always,
Kayla