Thoughts in my head...

Sitting here with you in this darkness
I don't know what to say to you
I feel like there's this distance between us
that i can't quite explain.
You promised to be by my side
forever till we died.
You said we will forever be with one another
but i guess your forever was just the beginning
of the end.
Now I'm just sitting here waiting
for my angel, but he doesn't
come.
Now trapped in this anguish, in this illusion,
this lie that you made me live.
It's getting so hard to bear.
Out of touch with reality
has driven me to madness.
Society's ignorance and disbelief
in my pain, has me standing here in the rain.
Suicidal thoughts keep rushing through my head
It's a feeling I can't quite dread.
No matter how hard I try, I keep coming back to the same place where the madness took place.
Where you came and stole my sou,l my will to live.
I saw your face for one last time at this exact same place, where we parted and shared one last eternal kiss...

-Not my best more like my worst....tell me what you think. 5-10-07