Do

Don't tell me what i can
and what i cant do.
you don't know the whole story,
and you will never have a clue.

even with this heavy heart,
i move along
but all you see is laziness
and my whole world gone wrong.

i want to talk,
but what will that do???
send me to the hospital again,
to be locked up anew?!!!?!????

never again do i want to be analyzed,
to be caged like a bird,
i don't want to listen to anymore lies
that people will say my cries cant be heard.

i want to be free,
to fly in eternal happiness,
to leave my loved ones behind,
to spare their lives from sadness.

after all,
isn't the saying:

no more pain,
no more lust,
i don't play games
i only cut.