I don't want to be seen

Can i tell you
that I'm in love
how i feel about her?
can only be seen
cold windy breeze
with leaves falling down so slowly
from yellow color to green
from autumn to spring
from coldness to a burning heat
from darkness to a holy dream
anyone who tells you that your heart beats
you would always answer them with a few simple screams
if you wondering what she means
I'll show you and tell you what i mean
she is something sweet
like a cookie and candy treats
she a dream
like a angel that fly around with white color wings
she doesn't scream
like when you fall on both of your feet
she doesn't cry
like a lonely little girl or boy
she always sings her lovely song
when ever nobody can be seen
she smiles at me and shows me
why the world will always need me
she holds on to me
when ever the streets are black and scary
is this a feeling?
or is this love?
all i know
is i never want to lose this feeling
and i don't want her to see me