What's One More?

Crimson blood
Mixed with tears
What has happened
Throughout the years?

What is wrong?
What is right?
There is no difference
At least not tonight

Have I fallen?
Will I die?
Once I run out of
Tears to cry

Will the metal
Steal all my life?
Will all be lost
To some simple knife?

Did I grow weak?
Or did I give in?
Was there a point?
Could I ever win?

Did sins take over
The choices I made?
Will I keep slipping
And completely fade?

I stare in the mirror
Still all I see
Is that pathetic defect
I know as me

The crimson keeps flowing
The tears start to stain
But in the morning I'll smile
And hide all my pain

What's just one more day
Of living this lie?
What's just one more night
For me to cry?

What's one more let down
For me to let slide?
What's one more cut
For me to hide?