Well let's see i like this boy of course...
I've know him for 4 years....
i started liking him but as the years went
my feelings grew stronger and stronger towards him...
I'll pretty much do anything he wants me to...
that has to do with being sexual...
but I'm shy so it takes me time to open up to him...
and he's pretty patient about that...
but lately he's been getting impatient...
and i don't blame him because if that....
was me i would've been so impatient...
i think i love him but I'm not sure..
but i don't think I'll ever have the guts...
to tell him to his face...........
when I'm not with him i want to be with him...
when I'm trying to sleep the first thing that pops to mind is him........................
out of nowhere i start thinking about him and smile...
i try to find an excuse to text him...
because when i call him i never can speak my mind right............
but when i text it's like i can say anything i wanted to him except that i like him....
in front of our friends we both act like we don't do nothing when there not around....
it's like we hate each other....
were rude and yelling at each other..
or we like say move in a rude way to each other..
but when our friends aren't there and were alone thats when things start to heat up...
but I'm still a virgin...
he hasn't asked me to go that far with him...
but i don't know if i would...
I'm 16 years old and scared...
so girls what do u think this is..
i need your guys advice so leave me comments about it please................-Laura Marie-
