Hatred, Pain, Agony, and Sorrow all surround me at once.
I loved him, and now I feel like such a dunce.
He took my mending heart and tore it some more.
I try to act cool, fine, all right, OK.
But its just not working for all these empty, lonesome days.
These days and nights I cry.
Cry so hard I cant control myself.
Yet, I should be used to this.
It happens every time.
Breaking a girls heart should be a fuking crime.
I'm getting so stressed out I'm actually starting to shake.
All I can think about is him.
This hasn't really happened before.
He just had so much about him I had adored.
He had me captured in his eyes.
Now my love just breaks down and dies.
Every waking day and every stressful night.
I try to fight it all back to the past.
Try to stop the tears before they start.
But slowly they come and roll down my pale cheeks.
My energy's almost gone I always feel weak.
So as the days pass all I can do is cry.
Waiting for my heart to mend back yet I lie.
I just lie and say I'm just OK.
I long for someone to talk to, but all I hear is, You'll live.
They just didn't understand, right now I just cant.
My whole world right now is at a slant.
Practically turned upside down with curves all around.
Curves, swerves, and barriers around every corner.
But maybe for once, I just hope tomorrow.
My aching broken heart wont be filled with Hatred, Pain, Agony, and Sorrow
-This is a real heart break in my life-Please rate and comment-
