I just watched him....

I watched him start his old car up
I watched him drive away
I watched, as he did not look back
Realized there was nothing left to say

I slunk against my back gate
Not caring about the sound
Or who would be waking up
Finding me crumpled on the ground

I let the tears roll down
Let the heart ache sink in
Gasping for breath
The pain ran so deep within

I looked up at the stars
Total weakness in my heart
Making one final wish
That we wouldn't’t be apart

Although I know it ended
Didn’t dare think of why
I cried my choking tears
Motionless where I lie

I saw the anger in his eyes
He just did not understand
I watched him walk away
Walking away from all we had