Im already dead

Lonely and hurt
broken i remain
residing in hell
livin in pain

masked by lies
i slowly fade away
the nightmare i live with
each and every day

the meaning of it all
to which my mind attends
has not one answer
that i fully comprehend

the bottom of my mind
holds the answers which i call
i keep reaching towards it
in this never ending fall

stay strong and keep going
its nevertoo late
no one seems to realize
that its not worth the wait

there is no such thing as help
outside of your mind
its you against yourself
with your demonds interwined

its a batlle hard fought
but never to be won
either way you end up losing
when its all said and done

too late, came and passed
and of me nothing more
i wrote my own ending
and i shut my own doors

live your life to the fullest
thats what they all said
but whats the point in trying
if im already dead!!!