What is left of me?

What is left of me
all I feel now is what you did
that feeling of fear and terror
I tired and failed to stop you and now
when I'm kissed I think of what you did
it hurts to think of it....
I didn't want you to but you kept going
what drove you to do such a thing
am I the one responsible for your actions
but I do know that you raped me.....