Unspoken Love: Sentiments to the One I Love

Why does it feel like Im trapped in a dungeon
A slave to my feeling
A slave to you
Always being the one getting hurt
The torture I feel, the hate I lost
Its so unfair why cant you see
What I want you to know

Its hurts so much it feel so unfair
I love you so much
But I can never tell
The pain is the price
The tears are the tax
I want you to know
But it just so hard to
Change those feeling
Into words

Why cant you just read my mind
Why does it have to be so hard
I dont even know if you feel the same
Which makes burn so much more
How can I brake it
This is to much thought
Im surprise its mine

Why cant you just say it
But how are you to know
Even if its hard to say
Even if I have to make my way
Even by passing total obsession
Taking me down to total depression

I am always so blunt
So why is it now it locks itself
Away when I need to say
How you make me feel
The dream I have to tell
It right but I cant say
What we done is right

I felt this all along
But I only wish you
Felt the same, if only I knew
If only you knew

If I did come to say
Will that let me gain
Or will I lose what I hold so close
It is so unfair ether way I lose
The choice of hurting or
Losing a friend
what really should matters

I dont understand
Why it hurt so much
Or why it hurts
It always brings me back
To the secret I keep
Never showing from the fear
Or finding out the consequence

Always wanting more
Am I selfish or is this just my nature
Is it a crime to just want love
Or is this my fault for being born
which choice will I choose
Which choice really matters

A pain so deep it stabs my soul
A pain so true it draws my tears
Always trying to keep up
But my mind is going so fast
I dont think I can keep up
Is right to lose my mind
Over a person who will never know

A reaping garden
Take my soul
End my pain and let me rise
If love was true would I feel this way