Apologies never made it better
You cut me deep
and it's gonna hurt forever
Life was never that bad
when you were around
I wasn't really ever sad
I never felt like falling down
All those words you left unspoken
They leave me lying here with my heart broken
We can't be over
when there was so much there
We can't be done
There was always so much care
Your name is something I'll never forget
and us is something I'll never regret
I always think of every little word you said
I never thought they'd leave inside of me dead
When everything turns to shit
you're supposed to sift through it
And I don't wanna move on without you
And I don't wanna forget what we went through
Words cannot describe
how much I need you by my side
I never thought I'd live through the day you left
But I'm living, and I'm fine
It's hard to think that you're okay without me
It's hard to think that I'm not gonna be the last thing you see
I've been turning in my sleep
praying you my heart to keep
I've been crying
I've been dying
I've been slitting my wrists
I've been pounding my fists
Never to return,
you left me with this blistered burn
Never to believe
I was all you'd ever need
And I swear someday you'll miss me
Someday you'll wish you were with me
You'll see that no other girl can fill that empty hole
That missing piece to your soul
That craving to share your heart
When you know it'll last from the start
My heart has a lock, and I'm not letting you have the key
So you can have some blistered burns
Just like me
