Imperfection

I can see a problem
an imperfection i cant rearrange
the problem is me
a something i cant change

i wish the girl in the mirror
staring back at me
would just disappear
into something i cannot see

the impression I'm getting
is that I'm not good enough
i cant hide my face with make up
so why give a stuff

its not just one thing
but everything thats me
i didnt see why
it cant be the inside people see

i wish, i pray, i try
i just want to look good
i want to look as good as
super-models should

or are they just fake?
they're covered in make up right?
so that means their real face
is way out of sight

i would like to be skinny
and get some nice guys
but be as i am
they run away like fly

i would like to be called
nice names with the letters rearranged
but this is me
something i cant change