You say mom

You say you love me mom
You say you hate me mom
You say you want me to go
You say you want me to stay
Which is it?
Can i believe in you
Can i trust you
My heart doesn't know anymore.

You messed with my heart
You messed with my head
You messed with my mind
You messed with my life

You meant so much to me before,
now you mean nothing.

i lost the love
i lost the care
for you.

You Laugh when i tell truth
You smile when your wrong
You get mad when I'm right

why is that?

The truth hurts
but you told me the Truth

The day you told me that you
regretted you had me,
that it was a mistake.

That you wished you had me at
an older age.

That you wished you had me when
all your goals were achieved

When i heard the truth...

My heart dropped
My heart feel apart
My heart was no longer a heart
My heart were pieces that,
you broke.

thanks for pretending that you
actually loved me.

thanks for telling me the truth,
when my heart was healing.

thanks mom.