Distracted

I swear to be good
I swear to be true
I hearby pledge
My faithfulness to you

But my eyes will wander
My thoughts will roam
To other guys
You do not know

You standby unknowing
You think things are fine
While I dream of men
In the dark of night

I will not cheat
Just dream, wish and want
I am distracted
But disloyal I am not

My conscience is guilty
My thoughts are almost blind
Should I end this quickly?
Or give it more time?