What if...

What if i gave you everything,
let you saw the real true me,
The one who was hidden deep, the one you'll never see.

I am an high achiever, just things got in my way.
You affected my grades at college, but worth it all the same.
You effected how i would think, I would only have thought of you. Couldn't think of anything else.
Just hoped you felt it too.

My actions was bare, my confidence overruled my personality
what if i did what i wanted, approached you first , kissed you passionately, laughed at silly remarks.
over come my paranoia, and stop being so daft.

Cos' now i know what i want,
what i want for me.
If i can't be with you, i just want you to see.

I'm sorry that i feel this way,
You never gave me another chance,
a chance for me to show you my reality world.
Just a second chance?