Heartache is my greatest weakness, I've never felt worse than I do now, thinking of you far away with no one to love, shows me how we both share the same heart, how we both connect physically and mentally.
I've looked deep inside myself and have seen the pain, it's the loneliness of me without you, the sight of you crying and tears sliding down your face, longing for someone to be with, I know the feeling...the feeling of having no one there to hold, the feeling of having no one there to tell you they love you, I know the feeling...the feeling of a heart breaking and not being able to tell the one you love how you feel.
I've searched long and hard, searched for the one I love while feeling the pain of not knowing where and how you are, I've searched with fear eating away at me and darkness pulling me away from the light.
I know I'm strong, you've shown me what true strength is, and I know how to fight back, I know how defeat whatever comes my way and tries to stop me, its something you gave me....its love, my most powerful weapon, the best thing in my arsenal, the one thing that keeps me strong is my love for you.
The pain hurts...but your love is the cure, Mary you may be gone but my love is always with you.
