I've been through too much in my life
Seen too much to cope
Don't know how I make it through the day
People tell me I'm strong
They don't know much
I've seen my friend die
Watched people whither away
From drugs, suicide, and alcohol
And let my dad leave me
Without a goodbye
I blame myself
Through all of this,
I just stood there
Not moving when I could have helped
How am I still here?
I should be in their place
I don't deserve to live
I write this to say sorry
Sorry for not moving
Sorry for not helping
Sorry for me
For being here
