I might be leaving soon
To where i do not know
All I know is that i am leaving this place
So i can no longer be a disgrace
Don't ask to come along
Because i will just say no
It's better that i go alone
I will miss you but you cant come
You are wanted here
You will get along without me just fine
You have others
Others to be with you when I leave
And others have you
You have each other
You spend your time with them more than me
So i know that you will still be happy
When i leave
It will be hard to leave you behind
But it's for the best
I don't want to stay here
and risk falling to pieces
Right in front of you
I don't want you to see me this way,
Full of this shame
Shame of being a constant disappointment
A liar and a fool
As I start to walk away i may start to cry
But don't mind my tears
They will heal over time
At my new destination i can start over
And maybe not be ignored as i was here
I know that there will be spaces in my heart
That will always be held by the close people i left behind
Those few who cared will eventually forget about me
because i wont be there for them to see
But i will never forget them
So i will say my goodbye's now
And i wish you happiness in our life,
your life that I wont be a part of any longer
