Confused and don't know what to do.
I have no where to turn no one really to look up to..
What should I do?
Is there someone out there that can help me?
I'm always asking "why"?!
Why does all this have to happen to me?!
I have no dad to look up too right now..
I've never seen him since I was 7 or soo..
Its hard living life this way.
I wish there was an easy way out.
They ask me why cut?
I say it takes the pain away.
It does. But it leaves scars.
I wish life was the way it was when you were here.
We've haven't talked for a while.
Its hard to think if you're okay or not.
I wonder if God hears my prayers.
I wonder if there's a god?!
I need answers to my questions.
I need help with this life of mine.
I need to do good in school.
In order to have a good life after.
I'm going to live a good life.
Clean and fresh.
Start over.
I'm not going to drink the 1st 3 years of my kids life.
That's what my mom did to me.
She was barely around when my first 3 years of my life.
I still wish i can rewind time and all this never happened.
