Broken

If crying makes you feel better, then why do I feel so bad?
Why do I hurt like this and want the times that I just had?

If laughter lifts a person's spirits, or if a smile makes your day,
then why does my heart ache so much, why won't the pain go away?

If talking about it really helps and honesty is always right
why do I not tell a soul, why do I run and hide?

If hard times only make you strong, and things unseen strengthen the faith.
then why do I feel so weak, feeling those times have gone to waste?

If telling someone, "I love you" is supposed to be special,
then why is it, when you see that person, you can't even say "hello."

If treating people the way you want to be treated is always the case,
then why was I not paid attention, and from that mind erased?

If you're supposed to go all out and never just half way,
why did it all crash down on me, why was I pushed away?

If you're supposed to give 1oo% in all the things you do,
then why'd I get half back and a heart that's torn in two?

If you get wiser with age, then why can't I grow?
I wouldn't have made this mistake, I would've just let go.

If the saying is true, "never say never,"
then what about the saying, "together forever?"

There are things about love you may never know,
it can make you or break you, hold you tight or let you go.

It's the chance a person takes, if you don't take it you won't know
how it feels when it comes, or how it feels when it goes.