I really wish i knew...

I will always remember
never forget
cherish the moments
never regret
Think of you and smile
never to frown
hope that one day that the answers are found.

I'm sorry, but saying this does no good.
You want to be free, away for good.
I'll never lie, never to fret.
theres better people i have yet not met

My eyes are hurting, this empty feeling inside
my hunger, my hatred how i despise
theres no real reason why i need to stay,
it's best i just stay away.

I'm considering my options, my paths in life
opening new doors, block out your spite.
I'm only young, but the pain is real
i no longer want to stay or no longer need to feel.

I have many options, ways to escape.
be free form the misery, the pain the hate.