Alone

Why do I feel so alone,
Even though people say they care,
Is it because when I need them,
They never seem to be there.

Or is it because,
No one understands,
The things I go through,
And no one lends a hand.

Why can't I understand myself,
And the way I feel,
Do I hate my life,
And refuse to believe its real.

Do I run from the people who make me happy,
Because I'm afraid of possible pain,
Or do I hide myself,
Someone please tell because I'm going insane.

All I can do is ask these questions,
On why I feel so alone,
And always seem to be,
Living life on my own.