So now I'm grown
thats what they say
and all this pain
will go away
but so i asked
if god himself
can close my mind
to forgive myself
but he just laughs
he knows the truth
for he above
is watching you
5 feet of rope
to drop below
the end is coming near
i pray to him
then drop the ball
god I'm coming home
i cannot take
this grown up act
I'm a child still at heart
stuck in the drug
to make me this way
as shadows fall apart
i know they know
and watch me slow
as i site to die alone
a phase in school
but now its life
an addicts wish fulfilled
too caught up
to say no more
so i say goodbye
goodbye my house
thats not my home
goodbye my faithful friend
goodbye to all who felt this tear
goodbye to all
the end
