Thoughts of You

I hate that I cant think of you
Without a smile on my face
After everything that we've been through
I should feel disgrace

The words I think inside my head
Dont seem to reach my mouth
I hate you is what I want to say
I love you is what comes out

I try to imagine his hands on me
With him so far gone
But all I feel is your touch
Even though I know its wrong

My heart belongs to another man
So why are you on my mind
The paths we choose may not be right
Our hearts will heal in time