Nightmares

How can I be sure
That he's the one for me
If all I can be sure of
Is what can never be

The one that i still long for
Will never have my heart
He's already broke it
Torn it all apart

Is it wrong to still have dreams
Of what I no longer want
And what to do with those dreams
All they do is taunt

If I cry I am betraying
The heart I have to hold
If I dont I can not rid me
Of the heart I must let go

A heart that was never mine
I knew this from the start
I need to lose this hold he has
I'm begging let us part

I lied I'm sorry please dont go
It's our secret I won't share
I'll hold this secret deep inside
If you'll tell me that you care

Is it right to be with a man
Who thinks he has my heart
When the truth to be told is
He only holds a part

I wish I could just wake up
And know what I should do
But the dreams go on
Starring only you