I do not know why, yet here I am living.
I don't understand, yet I am still here.
I do not see hope, yet my heart is still beating.
I am lost in my thoughts, yet my brain keeps on working.
The question is why? The answer is you.
You lead me to believe that I was still needed,
You made me think that maybe I shouldn't
End my life on my own...
You made me think, you made me believe,
You taught me to see, and also to hope,
So here I am, trusting you, loving you,
Forever waiting for your call...
You gave up on me, and left me to hope.
My new hopes and thoughts all fell to the ground,
They were killed by the blow, and now I am left
All alone again, simply wishing to die...