The best I ever had.

I miss you more than words can say
I miss you every day
What we had was magic
And to have lost it is tragic
All the good times we had
And even the ones that were bad
I will cherish them forever
While wishing it was not over.
I trusted you with my life
And you knew about my knife
You wiped away my tears
And helped me through these years
Without you I would not be here
I would not have made it without you near
With you gone I am not very strong
My days just seem so long
Trying to be happy
But cannot help but feel crappy
I do try to smile
And forget everything once in a while
I really did love you
And I still do
I think a part of me always will
I am sorry but I need you still.