I can never stay awake somehow my mind seems to drift away from time I feel so empty inside nothing seems to matter life keeps on ticking away its a clock of life the clock of my life, no matter what the ambition is I dont understand my way, lights flash before my eyes then there gone, I ask you what, why, when, where, how, no answer ever make any since tell me I need to know I dont understand is my life a flicker a distorted view in everything that was meant to be here.
Know what here is your chance tell me know is my life worth anything to you do you even care if I were to fall would you look, I wish you knew I love you and my friends but I wish you could just say you love me but there no way is there except for me to say it first but you mean so much to me the fear of you rejecting me is to much I dont think I can take it, I chose friendship over love but still my sanity cant take this I cant take this if only you knew how much you mean to me.
As the clock ticks my life away I know I dont have a chance
i try to standup but i don't have the strength so I fall down all over again
there a hole where my heart is now, there nothing left for me to see
if only I made a move sooner i could've been saved maybe even
be able to open my eye's to see the truth that i hide
all i see is my reflection, a doomed figure left to rot
a restless spirit that refuses the truth
a being that has no being , walking with no where to go
no where left to go, no time left to stop
i will walk the around world till I find a new cause
till someone just as special or even more special enter my life
but can that be possible, or is this just a dream
like a life without death a endless parade
