I miss eveyrthing about us.

I miss you when something really good happens, cause you're the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, cause you're the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry, cause I know that you're the one that makes my laughter grow and tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you the most when I lie awake at night, and think of all the wonderful times that we spent with each other.

It's getting harder to convince myself
that what we had wasn't real, and
that we weren't meant to be.

And I know that I should probably just let go, cause I know that it won`t work out and everyone tells me that. So I try to convince myself that its better off that way without him..But then I`ll think of him & remember his smile that makes me melt and I can't imagine myself with anyone else and no matter how hard it will be, I want to be with him.

you put your arm around my waist,
and pulled me closer. And it didn`t feel weird,
or like we were crossing any lines,
it just made sense. it just felt right.

I wish you knew how much this hurts.
But then again, no, I don`t.
It`d be too embarrassing to have you know
that I cry at night, that I wish you were there,
that I pretend I`m holding your hand,
and that I relate all these sad songs to you.

I understand all your doubts & fears of
laying your heart on the line,
but aren't you afraid of just throwing
away a love like yours and mine?