The thought of you being with another girl...
sets my heart abeating and my mind in a whirl...
I think back on our times together...
realizing now that love cannot last forever...
Just the thought of what you and I did...
and the thought of you two doing that now...
wrenches my stomach,and makes me try to rid the thought somehow...
I hope that this new girl doesnt last...
I want you back,the way we were in the past...
But I find I am losing hope...
there no one for me to turn to,no way to cope...
I wish I could say I will never lose faith...
that I will go on without a wavering face...
but wishing you back seems to be a waste...
Now as I look at you from across the room...
I recognize your familiar expressions...
ones that take me on a journey too painful for words...and too full of gloom...but still I look on in search of a clue... hoping to find the fairytale book of me and of you...but suddenly something gets in the way...like fog after a storm...my vision is clouded...and I can see you no more...
~Sharai
