Dear Diary...

Dear Diary..

Today was bad..
I attempted to kill myself..
And i got drunk on vodka on ice..
Because He made me feel sad..

I felt so low..
I wanted it all to end..
But the only thing that stopped me..
Was the girl i call my friend..

I felt so lost..
I just wanted to die..
I thought it would be OK..
But i guess it was a lie..

All through the night..
All i did was cry..
The only thing that made me feel better..
Was getting drunk or high..

As i lay on the bedroom floor..
I just broke down crying..
I had just took an overdose..
I thought i was dying..

But the pain continued..
And i did not die..
I just sat and screamed..
I just wanted to cry..

So i turned to you..
My only hope..
Got rid of the vodka..
Got rid of the dope..

I wish all this could go away..
Maybe that will happen..
Maybe..Someday...

But for now..
Your my only friend..
My friend forever..
'Till the end..

Thanks for listening..

xxxxxxxxx

(Your only friend..)