Chant of a lie

"breathe in
breathe out
just breathe
you will be okay"

she tells herself
Knowing its a lie
looking in the mirror
seeing a hopeless cause looking back
staring into the face she hates
the face of the one who gave up
who gave everything only to get hurt
nothing more
only pain
lies
deceit

"breathe in
breathe out
just breathe
you will be okay"

smashing the mirror in heartache
wishing to turn away
and become someone else
someone who is worth it
someone who can't get hurt

wishing for the impossible
she says her chant
knowing it's a lie
Knowing she is nothing
nothing
nothing
nothing.