I never met you
I never told you my story
I never fell for you
I never loved you
I never missed you
But I did
My mistake
Sorry for wasting your time
It was my mistake
believing you actually had a heart
that you might actually feel the same
it was my mistake
loving you
and giving you my heart
giving you everything I had
and watching you shove it back in my face
as if I meant nothing
I'm not mad at you
I am ashamed of myself
I actually thought for a moment
we were meant to end up together
All the wishing
All the thinking
is gone now
You have caused me to turn to nothing
to love nothing
to feel nothing
You have caused me full heartbreak
Now watch as I once again,
Come running back to you
thinking this time will be different
maybe you might love me.
But I watch
As the cycle repeats itself.
