My Sonnet

Lying there helpless and alone,
Screaming words unspoken,
My soul slowly turning cold,
A part of me forever broken,
For the first time in my life I'm full of fear,
Overcome with disgust,
Wishing that somehow I could not be here,
A relationship now without trust,
My mind forever afraid,
The feelings coming over me slowly killing me,
Walking around feeling physicaly ashamed,
My beauty I will nevermore be able to see,
Lying there helpless and alone,
My soul slowly turning cold.